Today some things happened with my Daddy that I'm not so proud of. I'm just feeling really low right now and need somewhere to vent. I don't really know if it's right to delve into our situation, but I can say that I did something that was misconstrued and it upset him which in turn makes me feel awful. This is the first time that things have happened like this where he's been really cross with me over something and I got punished. And even though, in some ways I know i deserve for him to be mad at me, I can't help but feel awful. I don't want to make him look bad, and I don't want to be a bad girl. That's what i feel like right now and I'm miserable. He called me on his way home from work and we talked things out a little bit, but now I'm just left feeling sour still. I wish i could call him, but I can't, and I'm waiting on an email from him...i just hope that everything is okay...God, I don't even know why I'm posting this right now, i guess i just need to get all my thoughts out. I just don't want Daddy to be upset about anything, I want to be his good little girl and not make him have to punish me.I think I'm going to go lay in bed and think about everything...hopefully I'll get an e-mail soon.
daddies get cross sometimes. being punished doesn't mean your a bad person. huggles lolly.