okay, so as most of you know, Daddy isn't exactly the most strictest person even, which i love im for, but lately, since ive been back in Chicago, he's been trying to be more dominant, because he knows i miss it. so on thursday night Daddy and i were on the phone and it was like he finally found his "dom" side completely. I had mentioned something about some sort of collar, but not in the traditional literal collar. i wanted something that i could wear all the time, except when showering and sleeping, that would remind me that Daddy owned me and that i was his. I mentioned something about an anklet and he seemed to like the idea. who knows what will actually come out of it, we shall see. then we started talking about how i felt that Daddy was really stepping it up with being strict with me and how much i loved it. it felt good to voice my opinion of how happy i am to feel completely owned and controlled by him. and then as if to prove my point, he asked me a question and i said yes. and he shot back with, in a very strict Daddy voice, "Yes what?" and just by him saying that, it was like i was thrown into subspace immediately and felt so little and small and controlled. i paused for a second and then replied with "Yes, Daddy," and he said "That's my good girl." and i about melted. i started feeling all floaty. this is probably the only time ive been put into subspace when i haven't been playing, unless I've gotten in trouble. it felt so good to have it be such a positive experience. Daddy and i talked for a while more until he got home and i was still all floatie. later on that night we were chatting online and Daddy had me spank myself (which is something weve been talking about recently) and i got a bit confused, thinking i did something wrong. he explained to me that they were good girl spankings and that he knows how much i like them and wanted me to feel good while i was floating. it was really nice to have Daddy so caring and understanding while i was in subspace. i left shortly after because i wanted to calm down and try to get rid of the floaties before my roommate came home. And Daddy said one of the sweetest things ever. he said "imagine me holding you close in my arms, and gently lowering you back to the ground from your floaties," it made everything okay, and for the first time when i came out of subspace, i didn't crash and get upset. it was wonderful.Love,Luna
we have a lot in common. my Daddy (now former daddy *sad*) was a very kind Daddy, and i needed to express to him my need for discipline. but one of our rules was that i always had to respond to him by saying "yes, Daddy." or risk getting a little slap.sigh...i hope i find that again.